November 13, 2008


Filed under: Uncategorized — unwriter1 @ 2:15 pm

Maybe I shouldn’t write this. I always get in trouble when I talk about friends, but at this point I don’t care anymore. I lost the most important, and the dearest friend I ever had. Why? Because I asked if I upset her. I can’t even ask a question anymore of anyone. I have a couple of friends that actually understand. These are true friends. I’ve been stabbed in the back and I didn’t have any shields. I didn’t have access to the net to protect myself. It was just the right time to destroy me. Was that the goal? I don’t think so, but it sure looks that way.

No, I will never change my feelings. I have two people that love me beyond all there is. I’m sorry that the one that I hold in highest regard thinks I hate her. After this post she will for sure. It does not matter what that does to me, at least from the other person’s perspective because it is ‘as i see it’ type of thing. That just tells me I don’t have a whiskers chance of ever being right. I never am.

I would like to be right sometimes to. But I guess I’m not allowed to be. It’s always what i see, what I think that is totally wrong.



  1. Sometimes we have to let people go so that they can return to us unencumbered. And sometimes relationships are fleeting and exist for a certain length of time for a particular reason. It’s not always ours to know why, but we can appreciate the memories and value what those relationships have brought us. Believe me, I know.

    Bless you, Ron.

    Comment by Jean Henry Mead — November 15, 2008 @ 6:07 pm | Reply

  2. There are those of us in this world who give unconditional love, no matter how far the one we love reaches in another direction. We stand fast and are always there to break the fall.

    Comment by Angie Hartson — November 19, 2008 @ 2:04 am | Reply

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